LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE

崇拜

2011-12-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

你以为爱就是被爱
你挥霍了我的崇拜

可能的可以的真的可惜了
幸福好不容易怎么你却不敢了呢？
我还以为我们能不同于别人

风筝有风海豚有海

我存在在我的存在

所以明白所以离开

所以不再为爱而爱

自己存在在你之外

我喜欢的你不喜欢

我说的你不认同

你让我太压力了

太仓促冲动

你知道吗？

我真的很庆幸都结束了

因为原来我们从没有

认真过。

2011-10-10T13:28:00.000+08:00

没什么
只是不想去想
不想去打扰

奇迹般
我竟然，
走过来了
连我自己都很难相信
嗯，好事.好事

最近看了一本书
很佩服作者的想象力
穿梭时空把每件事都连接起来
每段故事的发生，都有它的起因

因果循环

你做什么

就会有什么样的结果

有关联的

累

2011-10-01T16:53:00.000+08:00

Dude.

Never IGNORE a person who loves you, cares for you, and misses you.

Because one day,

you might wake up from your sleep

and realize that you LOST the moon while counting stars.

Got it?

It's okay.

I'm OKAY

我不用你陪

你不要误会

我只是有点累。

爱情掉在那里

2011-10-01T02:41:00.000+08:00

为什么你的眼睛躲开了我的眼睛

你变得不太熟悉我开始找不到你

越着急越多疑越找不回你的心

越用力越灰心越是抓不住你的心

我们的爱情掉在哪里

拥有的快乐怎么会是空欢喜

难道说我的爱还不足以改变你

有些人会让人忘记自己也牢记

约好的幸福我始终相信

多么希望这一切是你的恶作剧

不确定就别亲吻

感情很容易毁了一个人

2011-09-11T17:56:00.003+08:00

说不担心

是骗你的

:'(

时间很快过的

我只能跟自己这样说

2011-09-02T02:52:00.002+08:00

生命中，不断的有人离开或进入。
于是，看见的，看不见了；
记住的，遗忘了。

生命中，不断的有得到和失落。

于是，看不见的，看见了；

遗忘的，记住了。

然而，看不见的，是不是就等于不存在？

记住的，是不是永远不会消失？

向日葵告诉我，
只要面对着阳光努力生长，
日子就会变得单纯而美好。

朋友

2011-09-02T02:24:00.000+08:00

不知那件事是否是导火线
抱歉。我能做的，就只有这些

不时有心，真的
突如其来的事件使我只懂得给你那样的反应
我知道很不应该
但你真的让我措手不及

有些藏在心底的话，并不是故意要去隐瞒
苦衷。你明不？

朋友，
你或许不晓得
我是那么的看重和珍惜这段友情
不要放弃，好吗？

♥

2011-06-28T00:41:00.001+08:00

Because it's all about

*ps :

A PURPLE one of course ♥

And thats my decison :)

不知道

2011-06-22T19:57:00.000+08:00

曾经很渴望
得到了
却止步
这样，对吗？
我承认那是个很不理智的决定

或许太快了
我跟不上那节奏
放慢速度，
等我，好吗？

很庆幸我们谈了
说明白了
讲清楚了

原来真的没那么简单
要面对的
是各方面的压力

我可以吗
我能承受吗
我能过关吗

等我想好了
明确了
再告诉你吧

关关难过关关过

如果我能那么豁达就好了

This is for you

2011-06-07T02:40:00.007+08:00

Seriously, are you really happy?

Living in your own world with walls up keeping yourself away from people.

How it feels to be on your own? You have too much too hide about yourself.

Actually, I feel sorry for you.

You do not see the world as it is, but as you are. Living in answers to questions which you have NEVER asked and having your own version of answers make you looked pathetic.

I admit opening your heart fully to others takes great courage but it is the only life worth living, isn't it?

The less you open your heart to others, the more you suffer. What for? Drop the barriers that are creating distance and break the walls you built which isolate you from others will definitely make yourself happier.

Like a crab. You're protecting and covering yourself with a shell.

Tough and strong outside, but weak and fragile in the inside.

You are afraid and fear of being hurt.

You are vulnerable. Admit it. But there's nothing to be ashame of.

Why don't just at least try to open your heart to others rather than having 'your own prejudice' about each person? And from that you're gonna experience the joy that comes from connecting with others with all your heart.

Have faith in others, and more importantly, yourself :)

Why pretend to be the person different from who you really are in front of others?

Making your life miserable won't make you any happier. Making others life miserable definitely won't make you feel any happier too.

Maybe you still think that this situation suits you best. This is your way of living. And I'm just a super kepochi fella who talk crap. Go ahead. I'm not going to stop you from behaving like this. In fact I do not even have the right to do so. But I DO hope that one day, one day you will truly understand what I was trying to say.

I guess afterall, I don't really know you. I can't even differenciate which is the real you, and which is not.
There's alot that you don't know bout me either. So I guess that makes us equal?

But thank god, this time, we're really done, and finished.

Gotta pick myself up from where do I start and welcome my day with a BIG SMILE :D

I'm SOOOOOO OVER IT and I'm ready for the change.

It doesn't really matter if you will still take me as your friend.
Or I'm not even at that 'level' for you.
I know I had offended you and I'm sorry for that.

The thing is, I appreciate you as my friend and our friendship.

Friends are for life.

I still believe and I will always have faith in this :)

Q

2011-06-06T23:56:00.001+08:00

Like what you said. Karma. Its happening on you.

其实看了，很心痛

就这样了吗？

不像你

你没那么快放弃的

以前的坚持呢

别弄丢了

那热忱

把它找回来

说真的

还蛮怀念

7年前的我们

逃

2011-05-18T11:52:00.003+08:00

受够了
谣言满天飞
那些闲言闲语足以谋杀

我不想再有任何瓜葛是非纠纷
到此为止

像在上演一部电影
勾心斗角互相猜疑
一方甘愿一方乐于
能怪谁？
何苦呢？

我清楚明白
就算还是朋友
那关系也会不会回到像以前那般
你在逃
我在躲

老实说
我以为不去想就能解决问题
但发现
原来我真的不懂怎样面对

抱歉
就让我逃吧

让我有足够的时间

学着怎样去面对，
始终该面对的事

微笑 :)

2011-04-19T00:04:00.002+08:00

面对讨厌的人，对他微笑，笑得真诚，因为你在无视他；
面对你的敌人，对他微笑，笑得真诚，让他猜不透你；
面对比你强的人，对他微笑，笑得真诚，让他轻视你；
面对比你弱的人，对他微笑，笑得真诚，让他跟随你；

面对无理的人，对他微笑，笑得真诚，让他无可奈何；
面对风度的人，对他微笑，笑得真诚，显示你的风度；
面对你爱的人，对他微笑，笑得真诚，他会读懂你的心。

面对众人的不谅解时，保持微笑，因为你必需知道你并没有错；
面对不满的事情时，保持微笑，你没必要让别人的过错影响你；
面对欺骗的时候，保持微笑，这样你才能看见最精彩的结局；
面对无奈的时候，保持微笑，因为无奈不是你哭就能解决的。

微笑，不是让你带着一副假面具去面对人生，
你要学会的是，
无论什么时候都能笑得真诚。

这样的微笑能够能让你明白，
真的没什么事情是值得你去发脾气。
遇见开心的事，笑一笑，日子就这样过了，
遇见难过的事，笑一笑，其实也没多难过。

一种发自内心的微笑，

一种与心情无关的微笑，

渐渐地你会发现，

微笑其实很简单。

Rumors oh rumors

2011-03-30T23:26:00.000+08:00

Oh well, rumors kills! I was clueless as how these rumors started. I wonder why all THESE people are so free and LOVE to talk behind peoples' back.

It is just preposterous! I'll just sarcastically go along with it and see how much more ridiculous I can make it just to confuse the person who started it.

Oh hey people out there, you weren't stupid enough to fall for that old one were you?

Seriously, GET A LIFE! You guys have NOTHING BETTER TO DO? If you think that you'll become super popular by spreading rumors around, you know what? You are wrong.

Because the world doesn't even care and nobody has the time to listen to you bragging and boasting!

Beware of the witty comebacks before you open your mouth.

Don't you know WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND? Do not do to others what you would not like to be done to you.

My friend once told me that there is nothing to boast about if you have tons of friends. The thing is, how many of them will actually help you when you're in need? How many of them are actually your TRUE FRIENDS?

I won't mind on what you always LOVE to talk about me. You wanna say, go ahead. I don't really care about what others think anyway. At least I'm interesting enough for people to make up stuff about me. People spread rumors when they're jealous. Duh.

The people who matter most to me will know the truth and that is all that matters. They are the ONLY people that count. Isn't it?

The truth?

2011-03-20T17:06:00.008+08:00

My situation now is like I've just finish riding a roller coaster. : / It's terrible. Oh well, don't ask. There's nothing to talk about.

I guess I'm alright? Yes I should. Stop being so fragile Michelle Oh!
It's a bittersweet world, just get along with it.
No use defending words that he'll never say.
Let bygones be bygones.

And about that, I dont wanna know.

Keep it on the low please, because I'm afraid I cant take it anymore.

I don't need to know the truth. Just keep it to yourself.

Oh hey a lil reminder for ya, if you're better off that way, STAY AWAY then.

We're done, and finished.

You're no longer needed and invited.

You think you know me. But no. What others tell you won't be true.

I'm the bad ass girl in this messed up world

And YET

I'm a simple girl in this complex world.

I laugh more than I cry.

And if you pissed me off, GOODBYE :)

Don't be a hypocrite pointing fingers at me.

Mind you, there's 3 fingers pointing right back to yourself.

Yes, I'm capricious I admit.

Can't stand my attitude, hates me?

well get lost then :)

Wanna play with the fire? You're gonna get burned.

Don't try me.

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of grey

and you held your pride like you should have held me

楓

2011-03-19T18:05:00.002+08:00

枫-周杰伦

乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影
我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明就像美丽的风景
总在回忆里才看的清

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠夺天边
北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边

在山腰间飘逸的红雨
随着北风凋零
我轻轻摇曳风铃
想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地
深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰

不知怎么，

这首歌把我送到

那时候，

的你

There goes my holiday (Part III)

2011-03-08T01:21:00.000+08:00

Friday

Yes. The shirt I'm wearing, its a celcom t-shirt. Ahh. bad experience. But oh well, I ran away :) On the first day after lunch time. I know I know. I'm bad. It's super tiring and I guess those customers dont even pay attention to what I'm talking about.

Sunday to Sunday

I went to S'pore for one whole week. Alone mind you. ALONE. I missed there actually. Especially the kids!

Aww. how cute :)

John! ♥

Ohh. I went to a movie with my xiao yi and yi zang at 12.20 am. How cool they are. Hahaha. Just like us youngsters.

127 Hours

The movie was great. Its is actually based on a true story. A moutain climber, Aron Ralston was trapped by a boulder in Canyonlands National Park,Utah for more than 5 days. And after 5 days, he used a dull knife to amputate his arm in order to survive.

Left : The real Aron Ralston
Right : James Franco who played the role 'Aron Ralston' in the movie
ps : James Franco is HOTTTTT! ♥

So yes. There goes my 2 weeks holiday. Ahh. Time flies.

There goes my holiday (Part II)

2011-03-02T19:00:00.002+08:00

Wednesday

TBowl Concept Restaurant

I'm too lazy to type and to upload pics. Forgive me. :(

For more pictures, click here

*BEWARE*
This is the super volcano *something something something*. And its SUPER SPICY!!!! Don't order this if you cant eat spicy food.

Nice food, nice environment, affordable price.

For more information about it, click me :)

There goes my holiday (Part I)

2011-02-28T12:37:00.002+08:00

It's now 2nd week of my two weeks holiday. 2 weeks is NEVER enough for me :(

The 1st week is superb. I spent almost everyday with my friends.

Lets see.

Sunday : SoonAik's farewell.

Monday : Bukit Beruang Hill

Tuesday : Tennis time!

Wednesday : The new TBowl Concept Restaurant

Thursday : I got my hair curled

Friday : *sshhh* just wait for my next update ;)

Saturday : PC fair, Jonker

Sunday : Long looooong trip to S'pore

and again

Monday : Here I am. (My current location : Singapore)

Tuesday

Tennis time!! Its been quite some time since the last time I played tennis. I miss Uncle Frank :(

Angela asked me "Why you all sudddenly become so healthy?" LOL!

IDK what to answer.

Miss Angela Ong, we're always that healthy! Hahahaha.

While we're playing, there's this uncle, we call him Mr. Fit came and guess what? He wants to play with us

So we let him join us and he keep saying "aiyo, your tennis balls can send to museum already"

AND " run girl, young girl run! No fight no fight"

He's super annoying.

Luckily he left after playing 3 games.

We're quite bored. so its camwhore time :)

Maine is the giant baby. With the giant "fork" and "spoon"

And SoonAik is the nomal baby.

Yang VS Angela

Look at this pic properly. And you can see that Angela's hair is fuhhhh

Monday

Bukit Beruang Hill. And we've succesfully conquered it :)

JunYang
Yay! *back*

Yay! *front*

SoonAik
*Back*

And front

JieYing
*Back*

And front

ShaeMaine
*Back*

And front

Michelle
*Back*

And front

We found St. David!! What a good news, for us. Hahaha
And look at Maine's mao mao chong's finger.

3 pictures of the day

1. Maine. She call herself "SEXY MAMA"

2. SoonAik. I have no idea what is he trying to do

3. JieYing. So cute!

chio bu-S ;)

Wait patiently for Part II and III

I'm too lazy to update ;)

幼稚

2011-02-25T17:29:00.002+08:00

你依然我行我素
是怎样？
我们都背叛你？
我们没有资格当你朋友？

请别自以为是，自大狂
我们没有欠你
你不用那么极端

先生，不是每个人都像你那么得空
出去一定要叫你是不？
没有叫你我们就是千古罪人背叛你是不？
他们只是一时忘了通知你
到最后他们还不是都告诉你了
那些没被通知到的都没像你有那么夸张巨大的反应
就因为那么微不足道的原因，
你说我们背叛你？！

不够朋友哼？
是谁不够朋友？
是谁小气无聊幼稚？
都已经2年前的事还在耿耿于怀
放不下的是谁？
看不开的又是谁？
心胸狭窄
一点肚量都没有！

事隔2年，
我们肯邀请你，算给足你面子了
不要弄得好像是我们欠你
邀请你是应该的，
祝贺你也是应该的。

还把你当朋友我们才会请你祝贺你
你却怎样？
吊高来卖，除了拒绝还是拒绝
连一个回复都懒得回复
不用做得那么明显吧
对别人和对我们，
天和地的差别

他们是谁？
我们又是谁？

我们是你那些见不得人背叛你的 "朋友" 是吧？
他而们是你那些很有义气思想很开放又不会背叛你的 "朋友" 是吧
你所谓 "朋友" 的定义还真的跟其他人很不一样
奇怪的人类
固执！！！
日久见人心，
等到你终于看透时，
你后悔你道歉也无补于事
是你自己挖个洞跳进去

告诉你
明人不做暗事
我们对得起天地良心
没有做过对不起你的事
别一再的活在自己幻想的世界！

也告诉你
受够了
我们不屑！

男女之间，其实不是只有爱情

2011-02-24T04:17:00.001+08:00

男女之间，其实不是只有爱情。
有种友情，是只可会意不可言传的。
彼此之间有种惺惺相惜的感觉，
不必害怕别人的误会误解，
因为彼此心中坦荡。

很喜欢这种"兄弟"之称的友谊，
这种朋友有种信赖的安全感。

可以肆无忌惮的说笑，
天马行空的胡扯，
一同看电影，吃饭，逛街
可以和他很坦诚的谈论彼此的事。
也许会对他撒娇，
但不会妒忌他对别人也如此

在他面前，
我会忘记自己是女生
彼此之间没有包袱，
但有种珍惜，
是对友谊的珍惜。

即使很久没见也不会生疏，
相见时的相视一笑，
便会有种心有灵犀的感觉，

和他在一起时，
不必担心会背叛你，
因为他只会给你默默地支持，
即使你受伤了，
他也会给你做坚强的后盾。

心情不好时，
他会装傻逗你笑。
生病时，
他会叮嘱你要小心什么。
每逢特别节日时，
他会发一条简信祝福你。

很多人都希望有这种友谊，
因为它不需要负担与责任.

很庆幸，我找到了
陈先生，是吧？ :)

2011-02-24T04:00:00.000+08:00

生活在一个城市里，
或者爱一个人，又或者做某件事，
时间久了，
就会觉得厌倦，
就会有一种想要逃离的冲动。

也许不是厌倦了这个城市、爱的人、坚持的事，
而是给不了自己坚持下去的勇气。

有些事，

我们明知道是错的，
也要去坚持，因为不甘心；

有时候，

我们明知道没路了，
却还在前行，因为习惯了

如果你明明知道这个故事的结局，你可以选择说出来，可以装作不知道，请别欲言又止。
有时候留给别人的伤害，选择沉默比选择坦白要痛多了

很有意思，但不是我写的
是从某某部落格copy 的
真是不好意思

2011-02-23T03:41:00.007+08:00

你：

这一刻回头看见自己
这一路的风景百感交集的我想着
下一刻又将飞向哪里
那些还飞翔着不可思议的梦

渐渐疲惫的羽翼

这一刻时间变成行李
越过生命悲喜陪伴着我前进
面对未知的恐惧脚步更加坚定

雨后的天空会有绚烂的彩虹
像最初相信着我们总会找到自由

只是远行，不是逃避
告别是为延续永恒的华丽

你，不要忘记
那些灿烂过的痕迹

________________________________________________________________________

我想是偶尔难免沮丧
想离开想躲起来
心里的期待，总是填不满
不想让心情被现实打败

站在靠近天的顶端
张开手全部释放
用月光取暖给自己力量

我看着山下千万车窗谁不曾感到失望
就算会彷徨也还要去闯

关于未来只有自己明白
才发现关于梦的答案一直在自己手上
只有自己能让自己发光

J.MJ, 你知道的
这是给你的
看明白了吗

任性

2011-02-23T03:21:00.000+08:00

寂寞很吵我很安静
情绪很多我很镇定
因为投入所以放弃
不愿再被痛醒

固执算不算任性的要求？
人总是不能太容易感动

以为只要简单地生活，
就能平息了脉搏
却忘了在逃什么

无路可退
只能无言以对
我放手我让座
因为回忆总是美

把我从梦摇醒
是透彻的懂了，
那事是不由人的

用心酸微笑去原谅
有昨天还是好的
开始懂了，
快乐是选择。

选择向前走，
这会是我，
真正的解脱

因为我相信简单，
相信那不是偶然..

当我们彼此微笑

请不要打扰

Cold as you

2011-01-29T02:12:00.004+08:00

You have a way of coming easily to me

And when you take, you take the very best of me

So I start a fight cause I need to feel something

And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted

Oh what a shame,

What a rainy ending given to a perfect day

Just walk away,

No use defending words that you will never say

And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through

I've never been anywhere cold as you

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray

And I stood there loving you and wished them all away

And you come away with a great little story

Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you

And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you

Oh what a shame,

What a rainy ending given to a perfect day

Every smile you fake is so condescending

Counting all the scars you made

And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through

I've never been anywhere cold as you

You know what?

you're as cold as ever

还是会

2011-01-16T14:10:00.001+08:00

感觉不到，从前温柔的双眼

感觉得到，你已不再眷恋

无奈的笑试图让我知道

得了失忆可能对你我都好

为何有了勇气还是不够

握紧的，还是都放了手

有时候，觉得没什么不同

不是我不明白

不是不难过

因为，还是会

The Story of Us

2011-01-15T00:50:00.006+08:00

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us
How we met and the sparks flew instantly
And people would say they're the lucky ones

I used to know my place was a spot next to you,
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat
Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on

A simple complication, miscommunications lead to fallout,
So many things that I wish you knew
So many walls up that I can't break through

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me?
I don't know what to say since a twist of fate, when it all broke down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy
And you're doing your best to avoid me

I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us
Of how I was losing my mind when I saw you here
But you held your pride like you should have held me

I'm scared to see the ending why are we pretending this is nothing
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how
I've never heard silence quite this loud.

This is looking like a contest
Of who can act like they care less
But I liked it better when you were on my side

The battle's in your hands now
But I would lay my armor down
If you say you'd rather love than fight
So many things that you wish I knew
But the story of us might be ending soon

不值得

2011-01-12T17:26:00.000+08:00

不要随便去恨一个人，
那是对自己的折磨。
实在没有必要为了一个微不足道的人来折磨自己。

在恨的同时，
也磨去了自己心中原有的善良和仁慈，
你会觉得所有人都对不起你，
你会看不到很多美好的东西。

用你自己原本快乐的心态与精力去交换恨一个人的权力与快感，
不值得

I like it, when we're all together again ♥

2011-01-12T01:57:00.002+08:00

Qian is going Kampar. So, we've decided to make a card for him. It's full of our wishes! Ehem Mr.JTan, I used almost 2 hours to text everyone and make the card. Although it's very simple, but, tears please. You don't know how much effort I've put in. Hahahahaha. LOL!

See, he's so happy :D

Reading, reading..

And pose with it

And after that, all of us get hungry! hahaha. Due to the tons of reason given my Mr. JTan not to go out and tapao for us, so, ta-daa! We've decided to cook!

From this

To this.
It's delicious. According to everyone ;) Maybe we cooked it ourselves.

Busy sms-ing again.

My so-called reunion dinner ♥

Went shopping with them yesterday. Maine, Angela and Jieying. Four of us. Just like last time ;)

Girls day out ♥

And today, finally I meet up with MeyJing! After so looooong. She is still the same, as cute as ever!
Hey jing, we shall continue those gossips next time. Like what I said, it will never ends. There're will be a new 'episode' each day ;)
Didn't manage to take pics with MeiHsien. Heyy, next time kay?

Pics below are during Winter Solstice. We made dumplings together! How fun :)

And lastly, a family portrait :))

I like it, when we're all together again ♥

你不配

2011-01-08T13:37:00.002+08:00

朋友？
在我背后搞那么多的小动作，
把我弄得团团转
你说你是我的朋友
不好意思，你没有资格！！！！

他说得很对，
我是太笨
笨到当你是我可信任的好朋友
笨到什么事都告诉你
笨到就连关于他，我也全全告诉你

结果呢？
我不敢相信你会那样做
利用他，来对付我
很厉害，这招狠
我很佩服
故事很精彩嘛
还可以再加盐加醋啊~

我真的不知道要怎样面对你
很心痛你懂吗？
对你，
我彻底的失望
放心，我不会排挤你
我只会，把你当成泛泛之交
一个比普通更普通的朋友
因为，你很不简单

从今以后，
你在我心里
已没有可以立足的位置
你不配

他说：

我是一个很直的人

别人说什，我就相信

人心险恶，要小心

周遭的人，没那么简单

陌生

2011-01-08T02:47:00.001+08:00

我看到了
不是无意间
我是刻意的

活该！
谁叫你明知是个洞，还一脚踩下去？
超级无敌大笨蛋！！！

我到底在做什么？！
吃饱没事做
自己拿来烦
都那么久了
还介意吗？
不。
我不会让你再影响我了
我必须学会
我不应该介意
我何必去介意？！

原来一直以来，
你不再是你
太陌生了
陌生到可怕
怎么会变化那么大？
截然不同的人
Q 先生，
我已不认识你

还好无聊人听我发泄
你说
有时候傻的人也很可爱
傻到可爱

你也说
就这么算了吧
该放就放

或许我真的该听你的

“没人陪你无聊你会很无聊”

汪先生，你才无聊！

知足

2011-01-04T22:41:00.001+08:00

人类都不会知足
有了这样，又想要那样
明明自己的都够好了
但，别人的总是比自己的好些
何必跟自己过意不去呢
不否认，我也是其中一个

自己拥有的，也很美啊
我要学习珍惜当下
可以的

为什么?
你总是在我放弃后，又从新给我希望
很累的！

如果真相是痛苦的

请别告诉我

洋蔥

2011-01-01T16:41:00.004+08:00

如果你眼神能夠為我片刻的降臨
如果你能聽到心碎的聲音
沉默的守護著你沉默的等奇蹟
沉默的讓自己像是空氣

大家都吃著聊著笑著今晚多開心
最角落裡的我笑得多合群
盤底的洋蔥像我永遠是調味品
偷偷的看著你偷偷的隱藏著自己

如果你願意一層一層
一層的剝開我的心
你會發現你會訝異
你是我最壓抑最深處的秘密

如果你願意一層一層
一層的剝開我的心
你會鼻酸你會流淚
只要你能聽到我看到我的全心全意

聽你說你和你的他們曖昧的空氣
我和我的絕望裝得很風趣
我就像一顆洋蔥永遠是配角戲
多希望能與你有一秒專屬的劇情

我的乐观

累了

它罢工

猜不透

2011-01-01T16:29:00.002+08:00

我不再是我
你也不再是你
我们怎么了？
我搞不懂

最担心的事，还是发生了
避不开，
也躲不了

可我却没有勇气接受
不愿相信那是事实

是什么让你转变
我猜不透你时好时坏的沉默

*如果忽远忽近的洒脱，是你要的自由；
如果忽冷忽热的温柔，是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已不想追究
越是在乎的人越是猜不透*

那时候的我们

最好

愿望

2011-01-01T15:06:00.000+08:00

一直以来，我有一个愿望，我想在晚上时跑到DP操场中间坐着，什么都不要做，
就，吹着那微微凉风，享受着那寂静
告诉你，已经七八次去不成了，可想而知我是多么的想去那里吧

说我无聊奇怪白痴神经病，我无所谓。反正我就喜欢，你奈何不了我 :)

终于，愿望达成！而且还是一个礼拜内去了两次！
是开心到~
第一次，ah pek 和阿扬是被我硬拉去的，虽然他们是万般的不愿意。
然后他们竟然讲起鬼故事，真是大煞风景，毁了我享受的心情
不过还是不错啦，至少我有去到啊

第二次，是我自己一个人去！
每个人都很忙的在吃，我偷偷的溜出去。
我绕着操场走了一圈，然后坐在正中央，闭上眼睛，享受大自然的美妙。
很白痴，我知道
不过，真的很爽，我很开心！

和汪先生打赌，如果他输了就要马上带我去那里
最后，竟然扯平
气死我

下个目标，我要晚上坐在沙滩上吹海风！
不过最近海边晚上都很危险，发生了不应该发生的事
所以这个愿望，先搁着吧

有机会，我一定要和他去 :)

Get a life!

2010-12-28T00:30:00.008+08:00

Gossips are the most freaking fearful thing in the world.
I just dont understand why this people are so lifeless and so free and spread all those stupid rumours around.
Seriously, GET A LIFE man!
Don't you know that whatever thing you said will affect someone's friendship?
They might not even be friends anymore after they heard those rumours.

STOP BOTHERING ME! You don't wanna mess with me.
Don't you act like you have know me so well when YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME AT ALL!
What?! You think that everyone will listen to your side of sad innocent stories and hates me after that? Hah. Don't be too naif. Can you stop dreaming and wake up already?

And to someone, don't think that I'm referring to you again. Dont come and ask me after you read this. I've already make it very clear to you. I am NOT going to explain again and again.

And yeah. I am not going to speak up and defend for myself. At least for now. Don't go too far. I have my limits. And once you stepped over my line, you will regret. Like what I have said. I WILL BE YOUR BIGGEST NIGHTMARE.
People out there will know who's right and who's wrong one day. Time will PROVE everything.

You know what ? Karma is what you will get. What goes around comes around.
I strongly believe that you will suffer in life and afterlife. You will have to answer for what you did. Try me.

Hey JR,
Thank you so much.
Thank you for not giving up on me
And thank you for still having faith in me
You understand me, like how you used to be last time
Yes. I miss those time.
I'm glad that you're here.
:)

Deep inside,

It hurts so much :(

热带雨林

2010-12-27T23:03:00.001+08:00

冷风过境回忆冻结成冰
我的付出全都要不到回音
悔恨就像是绵延不断的丘陵
痛苦全方位的降临

悲伤入侵誓言下落不明
我找不到那些爱过的曾经
你像在寂寞上空盘旋的秃鹰
将我想你啃食干净

月色摇晃树影
穿梭在热带雨林
你离去的原因从来不说明
你的话像陷阱我最后才清醒
幸福只是水中的倒影

月色摇晃树影
穿梭在热带雨林
悲伤的雨不停全身血淋淋
那深陷在沼泽
我不堪的爱情
是我无能为力的伤心

错的人

2010-12-27T22:42:00.002+08:00

爱得太真
太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕

我太笨
明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘份
但是我还奋不顾身
因为我相信有点可能

我想我已经开始有点疑惑
好像被他说中些什么
难道已经没有别的选择
只能乖乖的束手就策

我要跟你说：
幸福时候，别来找我
带着你的快乐和她继续往前走
不属于我，我不会难过

幸福走后，请记得我
我会紧握拳头把那伤心都赶走
你要记得，至少还有我
一直在为你默默守候

偶尔幼稚一下
是件好事 ;)

可不可以

让时间过得慢一些

那，你就不会那么快就去那里了

我可以

2010-12-24T14:00:00.002+08:00

本来，
我是很期待很高兴圣诞节的来临

就因为一句话
那心情被狠狠地摔坏了

为何我那么在意？
傻

我开始用力去猜，
以为猜透就会愉快
不见得。
忽冷忽热太难猜

就像一场烂电影，
我因该看过就忘记
误触陷阱后的伤害，
我还在习惯

算了
我不因该就这样而没心情庆祝圣诞
不值得

跟无聊的耀鸿一起无聊
我总可以一直对着电脑狂笑
虽然血压一直在飙高
他讲的话，可以活活把我气死
一直被骗，是有够笨
他也不赖，
可以去拍Pinocchio了
汪先生，鼻子很长了吧
哈哈！
明年我一定准时把汤圆寄到US给你的
如果可以的话 :)

从前从前，有个人爱你很久
但偏偏，风渐渐，把距离吹得好远

把你想得太美丽，

是我最大的败笔

24

2010-12-22T15:43:00.000+08:00

你会不会，在一个月里的两三天
心情莫名的低落？拼命的在搞emo
我会
常常

就好像
你不想讲话不想笑
只想静静的做在一旁，发呆

然后，
那该死的回忆一股般涌上
中招！
沉溺在回忆里
快被淹没了还不晓得

24，是你
思绪飞回到4年前，

当时的我们，是多么的快乐
发生的一切，都很真实
我们，是那么的无所不谈
明明你就坐在我旁边的旁边，
我们可以可爱到2个小时的补习都在传简讯
是有够无聊

就因为那次的任性
从此我们离得很远。。
你很恨我吧
嗯，应该的

请用一盆水把我浇醒
是时候面对现实了
虽然，
现实是那么的残酷。

调整好心态，
失去的东西，
本就不属于我
我又何必去在乎他以后属于谁呢

勇敢的放下
总好过懦弱的纠缠

或许，

心里能装着一些时间带不走的淡淡悲伤，

也是一种幸福

明天会更好！

Clown

2010-12-22T00:41:00.003+08:00

I'm so sick of your attitude.

You are NOBODY for god's sake.
Stop being such a pain in the ass!

Your bossy attitude aggravate me.
I'm gonna make it clear.

I am NOT a toy or puppet, for you to control
I don't have to follow every single thing you say. Who do you think you are?
You don't even have the right to do that.

I know you will be reading this. But I dont give a damn.

What you did ~~wouldn't affect me~~. No. I should make it this way. Those silly things you do, will NEVER affect me.

I'm like, watching a clown entertaining the crowds.

FYI, I don't like you.

I have my limit.
Don't ever think about to cross the line.
It will be your biggest NIGHTMARE
I've warned you.
Don't even try me.

Life of a Man - Joseph Vincent

2010-12-20T16:28:00.005+08:00

JV is super awesome!
Ahh. I would just melt! I'm seriously in love with ~~JV.~~ Err.. I mean the song. No.. maybe both. But who cares? ♥
People, you should really listen to this song.
The song is.. Should I say ~~airy~~? LOL. I can't find a suitable adjective for it. *pardon me*

Btw, here's the lyrics. Enjoy :)

Life Of A Man-Joseph Vincent

Take it day by day, that's the life of a man
Faced with al the walls, he gets back up oh if he falls and he just does what he can
Reachin' for her heart, that's the life of a man
Searching for romance, he wants to sing he wants to dance, just to hold her hand

Oh he's walking in circles and passing time
Move ahead and leave the past behind
And he'll get just what he needs

He needs some love love love
Can't unlock life without love love love
A caged in man, put the key in his hand, it's love

Decisions to be made, that's the life of a girl
Faced with insecurities, she's covered by a shaded tree, a hidden pearl
She can make it on her own, that's the life of a girl
Independent, strong, and smart but yet she hasn't had the chance to let her love unfurl

She's walking in circle and passing time
Move ahead and leave the past behind,
And she'll get just what she needs

She needs some love love love
Can't unlock life without love love love
Just a simple girl trying to change the world with her love
Just a caged in man put the key in his hand oh it's love
Love love love

Somewhere Only We Know

2010-12-19T18:52:00.004+08:00

Somewhere Only We Know

I walked across an empty land

I knew the pathway like the back of my hand

I felt the earth beneath my feet

Sat by the river and it made me complete

*Oh simple thing where have you gone

I'm getting old and I need something to rely on

So tell me when you're gonna let me in

I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin*

I came across a fallen tree

I felt the branches of it looking at me

Is this the place we used to love?

Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

And if you have a minute why don't we go

Talk about it somewhere only we know

This could be the end of everything

So why don't we go

Somewhere only we know

This could be the end of everything

So why don't we go

Somewhere only we know.

I know for sure.

Someday, somehow,

You and Me,

will be going to,

Somewhere only we know :) 

傻

2010-12-17T00:24:00.003+08:00

告诉你，瞒着你，只不过是个决定

放弃你，忘记你，只怕我无法前进

我越了解你，越靠近你，越犹豫

不敢告诉你
也不敢靠近你

我害怕失去你，宁愿沉默不语
我假装不在意，反而痛了自己

为何到如今我依然无法前进？
我恨自己无能为力

忽冷忽热

是你惯用的手段

记得要忘记

2010-12-16T17:33:00.003+08:00

在就要转身前突然又想起你
相遇的那一天漾着微笑的你
那个微笑，
还是很美丽，依然清晰

记得要忘记
我提醒自己
你已经是人海中的一个背影

记得要忘记
经过我的你
毕竟只是很偶然的那种相遇

人无法决定会为谁动心
但至少可以决定放不放弃
我很清楚明白，
人改变不了，改变不了的事情

所以我，决定放弃

某某，

别再对号入座了

我说的，都不是你

句号

2010-12-16T16:02:00.005+08:00

就因为发现你眼底，
闪动着为我牵挂的犹豫
我，动摇了
把持不住了

关于她，
不能完全怪你
是我大意，让她靠近你

我还是介意
介意你的话，总在无意间变化

只是，
少了一个人懂得我
只有你能够体会，我倔强又脆弱

你的笑脸依然清晰
晃动着昨天
为何回忆总让人晕眩？

明明从前，
连争执都很甜美
现在怎会说句话，
就弄痛一遍？

如果你从没出现
我的世界
会不会快乐一些？

想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
是你的一切我再也管不着

抹走了过去的回忆
我怎却忘记把你忘记

就到这里。
是时候停止这一切
如果说遗憾，我承认
但我又何苦去在乎得不到的温柔？
过去，已经过去

你一边，我一边
我们的世界最好别再重叠
也别再回想那太长的昨天

我的心，
是我自己的
不会再给你了
因为，
一个人我也可以很快乐

就让这故事，画上完美的，句号。

谁

2010-12-16T15:31:00.004+08:00

你变了？
还是我变了？
这感觉让我很。。困扰

还以为不去碰它就不会有危险
自欺欺人
太天真
拜托，
是时候醒来了

*睁大眼睛看清楚
你还是你，他还是他
别再奢望什么
从他身上你什么都不会得到
弄得自己遍体鳞伤
又何苦呢？*

怎么了？
不是都说好要放开了吗？
你的生活，我不过问
我的生活，你不踏足
这游戏规则你我都要遵守
不可以心软
对，绝对不可以

1130，

是你，让我陷入

Just So You Know

2010-12-15T20:34:00.002+08:00

I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not

Cause I don't know

How to make a feeling stop

Just so you know

This feeling is talking control of me

And I can't help it

Thought you should know

I've tried my best to let go of you

But I don't want to

I just gotta say it all before I go

Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you

There's so much I can't say

Do you want me to hide the feelings

And look the other way

This empitness is killing me

And I'm wondering why I've waited so long

Looking back I realized it was always there

Just never spoken

I'm waiting here

Been waiting here

2010-12-11T23:30:00.003+08:00

慢慢失忆

所有和你的事情必须忘记

慢慢心痛

没有人发现我和从前不同

你的眼中

只看得见另一个人给的感动

别握住我的手

说我一定会懂

应该放晴的天气，还下雨

别这样下去

我难过，但是说不出口

一直逃避

我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记

我的记忆，开始在雨天的六月十六

可不可以，别回头？

可不可以，就放手?

可不可以，不做你的朋友？

放心，我没事

只是有感而发

我好得很

所以你，别担心

我坚信，

乐观，是一种力量 :)

你不是真正的快樂

2010-12-07T00:21:00.000+08:00

喜欢这首歌
歌词很棒很贴切
完完整整的把我想说的都唱出来了

我要跟你说
“你不是真正的快乐，你的笑只是你穿的保护色；
你值得真正的快乐，你应该脱下你穿的保护色 ”

:)

TanWeiQian

2010-12-06T03:30:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the one and only Mr. JasonTanWeiQian

Aloha~

See, I put your name as the title.

How good am I. You should be proud ;)

Happy 19th Birthday my congxiaowandaodadepengyou!

Time flies. I still can remember your BIRDNEST hair. How much I miss it! hahaha

And I was 5cm taller than you!

Ahh. Those time. Those memories. They wont fade. I'll have them lock in my heart forever.

Remember those stupid games we used to play?

How childish. And and I remember orange juice incident! Can't recall? A lil hint for ya. *your nose* hahahahaha

Of course, YOYO will be in the list too. I think you must have clear memories of this ;)

It's our dirty little secret. ssshhh. NOBODY will knows. LOL!

Ten years already. Not really long. But lotsa things happened in these ten years. Happy and sad. Bitter and sweet. Not easy, but we've gone through them together.

Qian ah qian, you're not only a friend to me. You're already a part of my family.

I can't imagine the life here without you when you go there. Nobody peiwojiangxinshi :(

Promise you must come back often! *Promise!*

And about the you-know-who. Be sure to update with me from time to time. I wanna be the first to know. hehe

LOL!

your gayness

Our sampat-ness

COSMETIC SURGERY! hahahaha. can't stop laughing

you should know why this pic is here ;) this too!
About the other two, I can't post up here. It'll be too obvious. Right? ;)

You know, you should really cry for this post! Its 3.22 am already and I'm still here writing this for you. See how important you are to me. Seriously. Real important. Very very important.
Ahh. One more thing. nimeiyoujihuidela! fangqiba. hahaha

Again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dear!
Love ya loads :)
Mel sends her love too.

xoxo

No need to be too touched.

A meal and a movie will do ;)

2010-12-06T02:25:00.002+08:00

你是你

他是他

别混为一谈

你们没有关系

以后也不会有关系

所以，

死了这条心吧

2010-12-05T02:37:00.003+08:00

我知道

你是知道的

我不是任何人

我只是我

你不用顾虑

不用在乎

不用隐藏

想怎样就怎样

再不想问

也不想被通知到

反正你的世界我管不了

有没有那么一个人

2010-12-04T15:07:00.004+08:00

有没有这么一个人，
你会在听到他的名字时忽然变得沉默；

有没有这么一个人，
你会在想起他时不自觉地扬上嘴角；

有没有这么一个人，
你无数次说了要放弃，但终究还是舍不得；

生命有太多的美好与感动，
但你却宁愿为了那个人失落感伤，甚至濒临崩溃
你会在日记上写下大段大段的失落感
会在听到某句歌词那么贴切地唱出你的心声时失声痛哭

即使你很痛苦，
即使你知道那甜蜜只是安慰自己的假象；
即使你知道自己会遍体鳞伤，
可你依旧学不会放手

你说你认了。
从你喜欢上他的那一刻就认输了

你不奢求他喜欢你，
你只希望他不剥夺你喜欢他的权利

明明，
明明你知道那机会是多么的渺茫
明明你知道放弃了对彼此都好
可是你就是不想放弃

由始至终你都默默地看着，想着，喜欢着
只因为你怕你的喜欢会带来他的不安
于是你把那感受隐藏起来，希望他不会知道
那么，至少还能像朋友一样的聊天出去玩，不会尴尬

朋友为你抱不平
你却为他抱不平

你说，
他值得，他很好很好，
只是我不够好罢了

你说，
你很累了
真的累了
狠下心要放弃。

你说，
不是不爱了，是爱不起了

你说，
你会记得
曾经有个人让你那么的痛，却又那么的深刻

但是你又说，
如果再给我一次机会，让我回到从前，我还是会不顾一切地爱上他

于是，
你把他埋在心里的某一个角落
很深，很深
只怕一不小心触及，会是那么地疼

When there was Me and You

2010-12-02T10:31:00.003+08:00

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there

Why did I let myself believe miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend that I dont really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star thats coming true

But everybody else could tell
That i confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled you made me feel
Like I could sing along

But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star just don't come true

Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Because I like the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that I could be so blind
It's like you were floating while I was falling
And I didn't mind

Because I like the view
I thought you felt it too
When there was Me and You

2010-12-01T17:05:00.004+08:00

你每天嘻嘻哈哈到底在隐藏掩饰些什么？
孤独？无奈？伤心？害怕？

明明很生气，却还要微笑着说没关系
明明很害怕，却还要逞强着说无所谓

你害怕失去，怕被遗忘

你每失去一样东西，一个朋友，你都会迷茫，不知所措
但你总可以巧妙的用微笑去掩饰你内心的恐惧
为了什？面子吗？为了那倔强的脾气？还是为了显示自己的大度？

累了吗？为何不说心里话？

你不喜欢和别人争执，觉得有失风度
但你内心真的是这样想吗？
为什么自己被别人伤了，你还要顾及别人有没有被你弄伤？

别人是主动者，你却喜欢做被动者

你那掩饰的微笑，可以卸下来了吗？
你已经笑累了，该休息了
别再天真地以为，别人能看透你微笑背后隐藏的悲伤

为什么你总是要把自己伪装得很坚强，内心却是很心痛？
那一层又一层的保护层，何时才愿意把它脱下？

请收起你伪装的笑容，捡起你的失落
做个真实的你

我还是在说你

没错

Happy Birthday, to the Special One ♥

2010-11-30T00:01:00.001+08:00

It's been quite sometime.

Happy Birthday to you.
I hope you'll have a great time with your family, and her of course :)
My wish on your birthday : *I hope all your wishes will come true*

Forgive me, for being such a jerk last time.
20081116
A pressie, all the way from your house to mine. In the middle of the night. You came. You stopped by. And I dont even appreciate it.
I guess we were both young :)

You have your life now and I have mine
And there're still a bond between us.
I'm gratified for that

Thank you for leaving your footprints in my life.
I'll have all the memories of us keep in a safe and unseen part of my heart (those happy one of course)

Again,

Happy Birthday, to the special one :)

Officially 19 ♥

2010-11-18T01:04:00.018+08:00

People, this post will be LOADED with tons of pics.
I just love taking pics. You have a problem with that? LOL.

*16November2010*
After class, bunch of classmates went to Pantai Puteri. To celebrate my birthday of course. LOL
But I didnt know they actually bought a cake. *seriously, I have no idea about it*

Eunice was calling us to take a group photo. And suddenly "Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you........" (you know the song)
And oh my goody, CC is holding a cake. How sweet they are :)

when we're taking pics and they already got the cake with candles light on!

*oh my goodyness* that was my first reaction

*making wishES* hahaha. i'm greedy alright.

THANKS people!!!

*Winnie,YunZhi,Eunice*

Eunice.ChiaPeng

Me, and the batman kite?

*playing time*

Thank you Ms. Y for the plan. And Mr. S for the cake and foods and fetching others. :)
I really had a great time with you all. In fact, it was one of the most memorable birthday i had. Thank you so much for the efforts that you guys had put in. I truly appreciate it.

A million THANKS to

Ms. Choong PeiYing

Ms. Koh Chia Peng

Ms. Eunice Lulong

Ms. Wong Swee Khee

Ms. Winnie Ho

Ms. Lee Yun Zhi (she has a nice smile, isn't she?)

Mr. Chan Kheng Yam

Mr. Gan Chia Chern

Mr. Lim Kwan Song

Mr. Gurvin

Mr. Teoh Keat Wee

tadaaa.

We went back around five. Tiring. but it was FUN ;)

Later at night, Ms. WSK called and said she'll be coming to my house around 8 to pass something to me. I told her to pass to me on Thurs in campus. But she said she has this cousin wedding to attend around my housing area so she'll just pass the present to me since it was my birthday today.

And who knows. The present stuck inside her bag and she used almost 1 minute to find it and again, SUDDENLY, "Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you.... "

My goody lord! These chicken people *oops, i mean my secondary school mates* come out with a cake!

Ahh i hate them. They actually told me they were all NOT FREE on that day. They will celebrate my birthday on some other day. I was so dissappointed and sad when i know that alright? Mr. J Tan even get scolded for this. *haha. i'm sorry. I know u will forgive me ;) *

* them with the cake *

They told me to change right away and go for dinner because they were starving. But wait, 6 of us in a savy? I asked them. And they answered all of them are lazy to drive so they decided to come with one car.

And guessed what? I got fooled again. Others were actually waiting for me already. i was like *what the hell* (okay, too exaggerate) But that was what i can think of at that moment. Haha.

I heart all of them :)

*Angela.Shae Maine*

I LIKE!

the girls

*Group picture time*

*making wishES* . for the third time. hahaha. told you i'm greedy

Due to Mr. J Tan suggestion, I was FORCED to pose with the two cheeries! He even call me to pose like a monkey. Never mind. You'll get it from me

*Yang ah yang, dont worry. I'm not angry with you. hahaha. Don't trust what Soon Aik had told you. I know you have something to do. It's okay :)*

A big THANK YOU to

Mr. Wong Jun Yang, for the cake

Ms. Angela Ong and Mr. Yong Kok Hao

Ms. Khoo JieYing and Ms. Ong ShaeMaine

Mr. Lee Tian Qi and Mr. Chiew Soon Aik

Mr. Vincent Ng and Ms. Vinitha Ng

Ms. Yong Mei Hsien

And of course,

The one and only Mr. Jason Tan :)

You guys are simply awesome! I love all of you ;) It's the 7th year. And the 10th year for Mr. J Tan. I know there'll be alot of 7 and 10 years more to come.

*Maine, la, ying, our promises. 101011,101012,101013.... until we can't even walk and eat and talk!*

Again, thanks for the efforts and energy and the cakes and the presents people! I heart all of you.

*ps: I got lots of presents in PURPLE colour! :D *

Happy Birthday my dear Melanie ♥

2010-11-18T00:13:00.010+08:00

Alright. So on the 15th, it was her birthday. My dear sister Melanie. (Melaine Oh) ;)

Our birthday is just one day different. Hers is on the 15th, and mine is on the 16th. I know right, What a coincidence. I'm younger than her ONE year and ONE day :) take note. *YOUNGER*

Ok. We went to DP Wong Kok for dinner. Without Marveen. (ooopsy. sorry lar. you're having tuition. I'll bring u there next time)

I'm lazy to type. Pictures will do the talkings :)

She's always a kiddo. That's a bicycle. with FOUR WHEEL mind you.

But who cares. I still love her. :))

Mel, tears please.

You're welcome ;)

经常笑，但不开心的你

2010-11-08T00:07:00.007+08:00

一个人脸上有太多的笑，是因为心里有太多的痛

因为伤了，所以伪装

你貌似坚强，别人看来，你什么事都能微笑去面对，

事实上你却长着脆弱的心灵，

只是长期的伪装让人很难发现你的创伤。

没有人读得懂你

其实你很孤独，虽然看到你时你都是在跟一群人谈天说地

事实上你其实不能忍受一个人时的折磨

只有面对自己最信赖的朋友时，

才会卸下面具，卸下盔甲

委屈的诉说一切

面对自己的问题，你会茫然无措

面对自己的悲伤，你只会躲在别人看不见的角落让伤口越裂越大

经常笑，但不开心的你，

把悲伤和自己隐藏得那么好，不愿被看见

你不累吗？

为何就不试着向别人敞开你的心

让别人帮你一把呢？

是的，我是在说你

这是你无法避免的残酷现实

被我说中了吧

你就是这样

2010-11-07T23:47:00.003+08:00

好不容易平复下来的心情，

不想再被打扰

时间一天天继续

以前的过往谁会在意？

没有人会在意

多苦多痛，

明天也一定会来临

谢谢你，朋友

2010-11-07T13:46:00.002+08:00

在我最不开心时，你发现了
劝我，听我那又长又闷的故事，
安慰我，引领我
相处的日子不长，你却好像很了解我
知道我爱逞强，知道我伤心，你能看透我的心

朋友，我要说，当一辈子的好朋友，好吗？
谢谢你。衷心的感谢你
除了谢谢，我都不知道该说什么了
你也要快快乐乐，
我们一起加油！

我知道你看了会说：“你不用啊！朋友是要来干嘛的?! 大傻瓜”
不过，还是要向你说声谢谢。我会记住的 :)

你太善良

2010-11-05T23:52:00.004+08:00

你等他悔改倒不过你松手放开
有一种固执得不到喝彩
总担任伟大角色献奉全部爱
宁愿细心灌溉没结果的错爱

理想归理想得不到也等于妄想
原谅又原谅他可有拍掌
诸多忍让没有奖也没谁人卖账
难度你够情长某某亦会同样

他不配做对象可惜你太善良
他背叛你 偏你没法睁开眼看真相
驯服就似绵羊相恋太善良大多打败仗
受骗的那个比骗徒更混帐

我可等你吗可等到你伤口结疤
我这种固执不比你更差
好心地但运气差做坏人才耀眼
良善太过平凡怕注定要陪跑

单恋也是正常天生我太善良
早爱着你可怕是你一早看透真相
驯服就似绵羊相恋太善良大多打败仗
受骗的那个比骗徒更混帐

你这样情长再等你也是妄想

明明他不配做对象 可惜你太善良
喜爱受骗只怕共你努力亦没回响
他不将你放心上即使再善良未得到景仰
受骗的那个比骗徒更混帐

我也想骗你这句才是真相

不累吗？

2010-11-05T13:21:00.003+08:00

我决定，

放开

自命清高，你没那么好
请你别对号入座
不是你，真的不是你
你未免也想太多了！

没有什么。
那么单纯的事，别把它弄得很复杂
事情不是你所想象的
拜托！

带着面具做人，不累吗？

02112010

2010-11-02T17:22:00.003+08:00

不喜欢的，可以容易的讲个笑话，随便的发个短讯
甚至，随时都打电话给对方

喜欢的，却变成心中的死穴，动也不敢动
甚至，看到的时候，一句话都说不出
看到他跟别人谈笑风生，心里妒忌又着急

有没有试过这样的状况，
你喜欢的那个人，你居然会不敢跟他说话
明明很在意，却始终踏不出那一步

如果我想你了，我会一直看手机
希望会有你的短讯
即使我知道那几率是多么的渺茫

如果我想你了，我会看回我们的短讯记录
不管是什么对话，始终有种甜蜜的感觉

如果我想你了，我会想
你是不是也在想我，
哪怕，只有那一秒钟的时间

你总是忽冷忽热
不自觉地被你掌控
一半甜蜜，一半忧伤

若爱，请深爱
放弃，请彻底
但，不要轻易放弃不该放弃的
也不要固执坚持不该坚持的

2010-10-25T00:45:00.003+08:00

我很努力的不让自己陷下去
终究还是，中了

You're too good to be true
Because you were only just a dream.
C'mon! Stop all these crap and get a life.
I have to wake up already. It's not true. It wouldn't be true. It will NEVER be true.
Its been wrong all these while. I shouldn't have put myself into it.
Too deep. Way too deep inside.
How could I ?

你永远都不会知道，现在所发生的一切

我以为，很多都只是我以为。。

放弃吧！

2010-08-20T17:35:00.002+08:00

请你不要自以为是的让每个人都照着你的计划走
别人也是有意见的
别一再的指使每个人做这做那
他们并不是你的谁！
并不是只有你是对的，其他人都是错的
又何苦做到那么让人讨厌呢？
硬逼在我身上是不管用的
劝你还是放弃吧
别把事情弄到不可收拾的地步
到时会后悔的是你不是我

给你的

2010-08-05T01:47:00.004+08:00

有些事，
你越是刻意
它越不会发生

不算朋友了吗？
我知道
终究你还是耿耿于怀

其实你到底明不明？
一个人，可能是巧合
但整班人，你应该了吧

多么希望我能当着你面骂醒你叫醒你
有想过，却没这个勇气
选择放弃，也好。
至少你心里会好过一些

忘了吗？
或许那两年，给你的苦多过甜
不放弃，不死心
死心塌地
很傻，真的很傻

或许，我从没认真对待过
没认真看过听过想过你的感受

原来那所谓的不认真带给你的伤害
那么的深那么的疼
你的转变会是那么的大
大到我已看不清，不了解
陌生
你已经离我很遥远了

说到底，

你还在怪我

这些我都知道

如果

2010-07-13T21:32:00.002+08:00

是你先放弃，不是我们
为何把错推到我们这？

朋友，醒醒吧

你该为自己的行为感到羞耻
自己做了什么，仔细想想
那就是问题的起因

不是我们无情，是你无义

有些事发生了就是发生了
是无法改变的事实

如果你能了，那该多好
但，那只是如果。。

爱就对了

2010-04-19T21:26:00.002+08:00

爱就对了-SHE

总是要流一些滚烫热泪
才能换来对于爱的体会
你看世界没有毁灭心也没有碎
其他的就交给时间解决

你当然可以重新再爱
受过伤的更懂怎样爱与被爱
所以别再沉溺有他的回忆有空再回忆
离开你的只有他但是爱还在

*听我说爱是对的错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人而爱错人
可是爱就对了遇到下一个爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是我的

我当然经历过你现在的感受
我想那是人必经的折磨
也许每个人都该是某个人成长的助手
受一点苦痛帮助她成熟

*

别探听他的线索别等待他会回头
爱不喜欢看人软弱
别继续把心封锁别躲在伤心里头
爱万一来了别错过

听我说爱是对的错的是别人自以为懂爱
才会又爱人又伤害人
可是爱就对了爱了就值得
爱这门功课艰深但快乐爱就对了
爱来了别错过

RIP my dear friend

2010-04-10T17:57:00.003+08:00

I STILL CANT BELIEVE IT.

Hey Romeo,
I know you'll be happy up there.
may you rest in peace
:'(
i miss you already =(

We often take our lives for granted.
Nobody knows what will hapen next.
A person could be alive and well one moment and dead the next.
There's only today. Do the best you can do today.
Death comes unexpectedly.
People, improve yourself to live happy, fulfilled lives.

等一个人好累，别再等了

2010-03-22T15:50:00.004+08:00

人生就像一场舞会，
教会你最初舞步的人未必能陪你走到散场

世上最累的事情
莫过于眼睁睁看着自己的心碎了
还得自己动手把它粘起来

我真的喜欢你
闭上眼，我以为我能忘记
但流下的泪，却没能骗到自己

我承认
我是有些任性

我承认
我想用我的全世界来换取一张通往你世界的入场券
不过，那只不过是我一厢情愿而已
我的世界，你不在乎
你的世界，我被驱逐

回忆，是值得感触的
却也仅仅是拿来自己与自己寒暄的时间
给所有承诺一个期限
而这个期限则是短暂的瞬间

明明说着放开了放下了
每次却总是不自觉地自己想起了那个曾经给予温暖的人
每次又总是在微笑沉醉时看到了现实

如此反复，
心，终于累了
现实就是这样
我曾经醉过，却又最终醒来

黑暗中
偶尔，有些伤痕苏醒
偶尔，也会小声哭泣
白天，依然那么故作着坚强

也许你已经习惯了
心隐隐作痛的时候，也可以置之不理

如果，她在你面前微笑，并不代表一切都好
如果，她在你面前哭，说明她是真的很难过

梦里梦到你了，哭了
醒来后发觉现实似乎比梦中的还要痛
于是，哭得更凶了

爱一个人，你会记得和他在一起的日子
深爱一个人，你会记得和他分开后的日子

那一年
他们成了彼此的路人甲
她成全了他的自由；他辜负了她的崇拜
最终他还是离开了，去了一个没有她的未来

可是，她还是有那么一点点地幻想
或许有些时候，他也可能会想起她
想起过去的一切

只是
他的世，从此无她
她的事，只剩逃离

分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过
不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过
所以我们便成了最熟悉的陌生人

如果失去记忆
是不是生活就会变得容易？
如果不曾忘记
能否让回忆感动依稀？

回忆被拿起又放下，放下又拿起
记性太好的人，或许都不怎么快乐

*很有意思的一篇文章

以前的我，或许是那样的心情
但现在的我，已放开了，以释怀了
真的，是真的

献给我们那曾逝世的爱情

why huh?

2010-03-09T21:15:00.003+08:00

I just dont understand why you must be that b****. Why huh?
izzit THAT nice to f**** around ?

I just dont get it

在钓鱼吗？
愿者上钩

笨就是笨

maybe that fella really hurt you too much.
but now i think that his decision was right
he really should have done that long long time ago.
because you are wayyy tooooooooo bitchy.

chicken x(

在说你啊

2010-03-05T19:16:00.003+08:00

我说亲爱的 F 小姐
拜托你了！
别再以为自己很酷很潇洒
你那种款，
我无言

是你要我这样的
那请你别后悔
因为我会很绝很绝
等着吧

Would you?

2010-02-23T21:17:00.003+08:00

I can't
No I can't

Maybe I should take back everything that i had given
Because i know i'm on a wrong path

Challenges.
Still, i have to face it
But seriously, i'm not that strong. not that tough.

Please please don't
Don't go away.
Stay with me.
Would you..?

2010-02-18T22:07:00.001+08:00

十分抱歉
我还是无法
做得如此洒脱
如此潇洒

Over you

2010-02-08T20:20:00.003+08:00

Over You - Daughtry

Now it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of me

**Well I never saw it coming
I should've started running a long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you more than you know

I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better

And now I'm picking up the pieces
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you**

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of others opened up
So did my eyes so I could se
That you never were the best for me

Well I'm putting my heart back together
Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you
I got over you
Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you

:(

2010-02-01T13:28:00.002+08:00

She used to be cheerful,
But now she's not

She used to be strong,
nothing can bring her down. NOTHING
She's not that strong anymore

What is happening to her?
She changed?
Or they changed?

People change
yeah. people DO change
But WHY?
Why her?

She wanna run away
Run away from this complicated life
Run away from the reality

But... can she?

:(

Miracles happen

2010-01-25T19:41:00.002+08:00

Miracles happen, once in a while,
when you BELIEVE

:)

Nothing should ever bring you down
Knowing what goes around comes around.

2010-01-22T20:34:00.001+08:00

不自量力

也不拿面镜子照照

开场白

2010-01-10T16:48:00.002+08:00

a song that makes me think of him. :)

*开场白*

再见面已经是朋友了
我们就这么单纯瞎聊着彼此说以後
时间过了学会珍惜了
原来最初的快乐并不是我们要的

终于能够坦白说著
我当时的脆弱
是唯一的一次不留着遗憾的
简单结束了陌生

我们微笑了
也都不躲了这单纯的坦诚
就这样我们为彼此推翻着
不扰了

我们都笑了时间停了
我们珍惜这一刻
放下累积的负荷卸下沉默
学会了不保留

再见后真的是朋友了
我们都不再单纯也会笑着看以后
时间过了也更珍惜了
原来当时的快乐仍在你我记忆中

终于能够坦白说著我现在不寂寞
是全新的一次再也没了遗憾
简单地回应着伤痛

我们微笑了也都不躲了
这单纯的坦诚
你好吗多么默契的开场白我笑了

我们不走了不再尴尬了
不回头凑理由
希望我们从此都真的快乐说好了不说走

我还是不懂

2010-01-08T18:42:00.004+08:00

对你，
也许，真的只有愧疚
没有别的感觉

一直以来
我都认为是我
对，是我
把你伤得那么深，
造成今天的你

你以前不是这样的
记得吗？

怎么了？
你怎么了？

对不起
真的对不起。

这对不起，
足足迟了几年。
你，
还会接受吗？

别再这样下去了，
好吗？

我知道我没有资格
但，这是我最后一次求你
别再这样下去了，
好不好？

2010-01-08T18:32:00.003+08:00

I think there are this little something that we should make it CLEAR

Stop thinking that you are the ONLY ONE who have feelings.

Other people have feelings too. PLEASE, we are HUMAN for god sake.

This whole world is not gonna just be YOU.

Dude, wake up. WAKE UP..!

I mean,

Wtf are you thinking?!

知么？

2010-01-06T21:41:00.004+08:00

不想懂得

不想知道

却控制不了

那种心情

那种心态

怀疑自己到底有多少能耐去承担。。。

那件事

2009-12-31T23:56:00.001+08:00

Goodbye 2009

and

Welcome 2010

:)

2009-12-26T00:38:00.002+08:00

逃避

不去想

我已经很刻意了

还是失败

怎么办？

2009-12-25T02:35:00.000+08:00

不能

不该

不可以

不可能

2009-12-25T02:11:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry

i CAN'T do that

:(

yes! i'm talking about you.

2009-12-11T23:42:00.005+08:00

She thinks she's perfect
She thinks she's all that
She gets everything she wants
She flirts
She played
She complains

Let me tell you,
You are so wrong about her
Because she is MORE than that

Loyal?

Faithful?

Reliable?

Those words don't even exist in her dictionary
Or even her small but PATHETIC life

Don't mess with her

She will be a NIGHTMARE for you

Revenge

Karma

That's what she will get someday from someone

Wrong

2009-12-09T19:40:00.004+08:00

I feel that we are not that close anymore

I dont know what happen to you

You dont know what happen to me either

Was it a mistake?

Or was it my fault?

A wrong decision

So wrong

I really dont want this to happen

:'(

回不去了

2009-11-21T16:09:00.002+08:00

分开后再重逢
所有的无奈
只化作一句话

“再也回不去了”

万般的沉重

时间就是如此残酷
只能看着它渐渐远去
却不能倒流

不能回去
说的不只是喜悦快乐
就算是痛苦悲伤
也不能重来一次

往事
仿佛就在昨天
依然清晰

多少次想过
重回旧地
可惜一旦重回
已不是当年的模样
当年的心情

回不去了
生命中所有的一切
都没有人能够回去

执着

2009-11-21T13:09:00.003+08:00

执着
看不开
放不下

怕
我还是怕

你释怀了么？
变了么？

我变了
懦弱自私没良心

所以
你别变好吗？

让我对你的记忆停留在那时候
不模糊
却很深刻

2009-11-20T17:38:00.003+08:00

死结

你就像它一样

难以解开

不能

2009-11-20T17:09:00.003+08:00

不能

到底是不能

还是不要？

不敢去面对

勇气，

走失了

找不回

这么久了

终究没办法

失忆或许是件好事

有点失败

愧对于你们

可能我从来都学不会珍惜

原谅我的自私任性

16112009

2009-11-17T20:08:00.007+08:00

It was 16/11/2009 yesterday :)
Bunch of friends went to amigo

Michelle.WeiQian

ShaeMaine.Michelle

Michelle.WeiQian

acting cute :D

Michelle.ShaeMaine.MeiHsien.JunYang

WeiQian.Michelle.ShaeMaine.YeauHoong

Michelle.VoonYeow.ShaeMaine

Michelle.SK.ShaeMaine

(SK wants me to edit the pic xD)

Four of us

JieYing.Michelle.Angela.ShaeMaine

Michelle.ShaeMaine.JieYing

MeiHsien.Michelle

the People :D

JieYing

ShaeMaine

JieYing.Angela

I HEART all of them <3

2009-11-16T00:06:00.002+08:00

或许从一开始
就不该

没有希望
就没有失望

不是吗？

2009-11-11T23:58:00.002+08:00

*眼泪只准在眼眶打转
就像海浪抱着海岸
拥抱不等于拥有天堂

以后难免会想起他吧
如果偶然只是偶然
为什么遗忘那么难忘那么那么难？

2009-11-03T01:57:00.004+08:00

Lets STOP. EVERYTHING

让这一切。停止。。止住

...

2009-11-03T00:57:00.002+08:00

hey you! yes YOU! come on! STOP ALL THOSE COMPLAINTS!

since you LOVE the life there so much, here's some advice, why dont you stay there for the REST OF YOUR LIFE?! dont come back here anymore.

you dont belong to here? isnt it?

you hate the life here. people here suck. they dont see you like how THEY see you there.

you gotta MOVE ON man!

FOREVER you're not satisfied.

let me tell you something, sooner or later, you start to COMPLAINT again and again.

then what you wanna do by that time?

MOVE to another place and start all over again?

@#$%% is always a @#$%^

forever you will think that the whole world OWEs you if you dont change your attitude!

2009-10-29T21:52:00.003+08:00

kind of difficult to describe IT
strange feeling
it's not suppose to happen.
so WRONG

please. go away.
AND, don't come back to me anymore

LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE

崇拜

累

爱情掉在那里

朋友

♥

不知道

This is for you

Q

逃

微笑 :)

Rumors oh rumors

The truth?

楓

There goes my holiday (Part III)

There goes my holiday (Part II)

There goes my holiday (Part I)

幼稚

男女之间，其实不是只有爱情

任性

Cold as you

还是会

The Story of Us

不值得

I like it, when we're all together again ﻿♥

你不配

陌生

知足

洋蔥

猜不透

愿望

Get a life!

热带雨林

错的人

我可以

24

Clown

Life of a Man - Joseph Vincent

Somewhere Only We Know

傻

记得要忘记

句号

谁

Just So You Know

你不是真正的快樂

TanWeiQian

有没有那么一个人

When there was Me and You

Happy Birthday, to the Special One ♥

Officially 19 ♥

Happy Birthday my dear Melanie ♥

经常笑，但不开心的你

谢谢你，朋友

你太善良

不累吗？

02112010

放弃吧！

给你的

如果

爱就对了

RIP my dear friend

等一个人好累，别再等了

why huh?

在说你啊

Would you?

Over you

:(

Miracles happen

开场白

我还是不懂

知么？

yes! i'm talking about you.

Wrong

回不去了

执着

不能

16112009

...

I like it, when we're all together again ♥